Monday, February 01, 2010
I woke up this morning with a headache. In fact, it was a bad bad one. Yet, I don know why, the headache don seem to affect my mood. I woke up feeling grateful for what God has done in my life. It must have been the meeting last evening. For me personally, its not a time when I felt God speaking to me of what He was about to do, or like fire came crashing down from heaven upon me. It was simply a reminder to keep all that I do pure. All the motives of serving should be pure. Bible says that those who are pure in the heart shall see God. If I wanna see God moving in the group, I gotta stay pure. I felt that I was brought back to Bro Yongfu's car during my poly days of visitation. We chiong visitation not because we wanna clock the no of visitation count, but because we want to spend time w as many children as possible. The matter fact was, he always stresses about quality visitation. We want the parents and children to know that we care for them, and our weekly visitations can make a difference in their life. That's what changing the world is all about isn't it? One person at a time, one family at a time.
I was very touched that God called me into this ministry. I was seated in the front row last evening and looking at Pst, I can't help thinking how this powerful woman gave of her life to make a difference in the children's life. She has such a strong heart, which I believe had gone through a thousand heartbreak, for others and for herself. I am thankful that I'm part of this team. Children's ministry is no longer the same being in her team.
Whatever God has done in my life. I guard it with all of my heart. For this cause, I will walk a little bit more, for this cause, I will serve a little bit more, for this cause, I am willing to inconvenience myself a little bit more. I cannot leave God, he had gotten me so far that I cannot live w/o Him.
You hang the stars, and Your Love makes them glow.... Indeed, Your Love is higher than the Heavens.
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